night morning bird

i misss wakeing up at 6 pm and going to bed at 7 am. i miss seeing your name with a message. i realize i wont ever be able to see it ever again. last year it worked because it was only an hour off, now its 4 hours, i dont think i can do that. maybe once i get in to the swing of things i can train my body to adjust to being awak rom 6 am-3pm, then make it 4 am -3pm. summer was a fantasy, i miss it so much, this is killing me so bad you have no idea. time to get back to real life. i envy you, your real life can be a dream and slightly is. only a few years left till complete freedom. scary? never. maybe a little, but only b/c if im set free on the world, all hell, will break loose. live for me will you? since i cant. go with her, i can careless, just dont come running and crying and whinnig for a year, now one cares, you've been forwarned somany times.one thing about her on this and i will barf, i dont hate her for the reasons mostt do, i just always did since ay one dispite my dad loving her, atleast my mother always hated her too. wtf am i talking about? i dont know, i got off subject and am so lost.
curently wearing : brown "silly blondes brains are for brunettes" shirt, and gray short shorts,lol, just the way you like me. wife beater and boxers.
currently wishing: him, he was hear right now, this room is so cold, as is the world, some one needs to keep me warm as is sane.
currently singing:sexy back, your so last summer
curently thinking: why is this so unfair, i know if the world ws perfect it be a bore, but can i get one wish?

boys like you are a dime a dozen boys like you are a dime a dozen

to bad its a lie
gowithherandgetitoverwithandouttayoursystem
hugsandkissesforbestfriends
kissesandhugsforus
xxoo love you always

(where only best friends when your on your knees never well...... for you.... claro que si! yo le amo y haría algo para hacerle feliz. ámeme, thats todo que pregunto. rompa mi corazón, pero usted sabe que lo fijaré. usted me hace hablar im tounges)