I Challenge you To Make Me Bigger Than Life (as you run threw the yard and hop the fence, i try to sheild you from the guards lights....

but either it is not working, or you wont let me.


locked here in this room, wasting time waiting for a reply. i wish you would only use this computer to write and not see what others say. only listen to your self and the people who are actually physicaly around you, for get the phones and monitors, live in the present, not the future nor the past. do it for you.me.them.her.us all!


i cried again today. i knew it was true, but i tried to denie it, because i hated it. it was true, knew it was when i heard it last mont, but i was able to denie it, but now i aint. this is gonna make my job harder. i want to give up but wont, because im almost poaitive you would never give up on me.


bought more body pillows to fill the void. they arent as soft as you, even thou the new on is a micro suede body pillow and is hypo allergenic. its not as good as you. two friends are really friends when they can sleep in the same bed and make the rest of the world go away, without having "relations" if you get the drift.

theres nothing left to say right now, because im getting all choked up thinking about you.

aint it funny how i know you better then you know yourself, and how i could help you.

but aint it funnier that you would never let me, trust me.

takethislightandholdmyhandandwewilltrulyfindourhome
nomorebeinghomesick
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love you, take care,try to let me threw, i think we communicate in the sky, and our dreams in "a parralle universe" but we wont know untill we are face to face, which will be soon enough.

good night because the sleep i will get, will be for you. ♥
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