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Monday, July 31, 2006

lets get off this road and make our own...

Aint it weird how as we walk across the sand the waves wash away our foot prints. Its like we were never there, here. No record of what we accomplished and were we have been. our failures and mistakes, all gone, the good and the bad, everything. who will know what we did? who will remeber it/us? we will, and thats all that matters, the two of us. if you leave or i leave, we will still remeber, but thememories wont be as strong as they are/would be when we are together. yea,its good to erase mistakes, but they reminde us of who we are and how we got here, and what about all the good things that got erased? our minds are all we have left, every memory, the good the bad, and the ugly, al for what it is worth, and thats all we need to get threw this night,day, life. so let tthe waves crash down, and erase it all, b/c as long as we know it, thats all that matters, as ive said 8 times already. but atleast no one can follow in our foot steps, atleast thats good, or maybe bad, you decide. Hand in hand, across this beautiful beach, you and me, creating new memories to add to our private collection. dont you love the coast line? eas coast and west, you dont see that very much at home, lakes dont count. stay here with me for a few days, and enjoy the endless horizon line, the sam one that makes you cry, the same one that makes me cry when i think of you.

your beauty over whelms the room, you dont see it, you think they say it to be nice, but they arent, they could careless about being nice. As you turn cross the room and see me with my drink in hand, you start to walk towards me and ignore the ppl trying to get ur attention. you think i light up the room, but it aint me, because im next to you your glow overlaps onto me, so u think its me, but its you. you make me who ui am, like i make you who you are, ita a mutial thing, an understandment if you want, except we dont do it on purpose, its natural.

last night i went ot look at the moon and stars, to see if i seen you, but then i seen a light, i opened my blinds and i seen the outline of the sun rise, it was to late, for me atleast. 5:30 am for me 1:30 am for you, i wish you were back, then i wouldnt have to try to wish that i might be lucky, and fall asleep before sun rise and try to see you. but oh well, we dont all catch breaks like you did.


when i walk that few feet to the bed i see your pictures out the sides of my eyes, and my past out of the conner, andi know who i am. i lift the blanket and slide in, i look out the window, then turn and shut the light, i can finaly sleep w/o it, and w/o the radio, thanks to you. i shut the ipod and turn to sleep. then i turn untill i get comfortable. i realize im only able to fall asleep when i know im facing your picture on my night stand, that cheesy table that i could move in a second just to get away from your smile. but even though my eyes are closed, its nice to know i can open them and see the smile that made me, and keeps me. I keep the phone on the table as it charges, but its already charged this night so i put it on my pillow, as i wait for you to call, but i know you wont, because the world and perfect, if it was we'd get bored. i hold it tight, then tighter and tighter, i'll never let it go. once i let it go, i let you go.

you see the number but wont call it, afraid of betrayl, you must becarefull who you waste time on, and you dont think it should be her, but im telling you it is, i wont screw you over, friends till the end and beyond, and you know it, so chill, and start to dial, they voice on the other line will comfort you, as your voice will comfort her.


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