Lets get these teen hearts beating faster faster!

I wanted to be happy again b/c you destroyed that. And now I am. I whish the same went for you. When you lie together you die together, the lies destroy you, in the worst ways. I need to talk to someone who doesnt know me, so I don't have to keep up an image and I don't have to make a fake one to, someone I can be real to. Someone I wont have to look in the face, and if I do they wouldn't know it, so I would feel better and the weight will be lifted.its so easy to love the people you hate or is it hate the people you love. love to hate and hate to love. it all goes hand in hand. I want to be as great as you, but I wont let myself, b/c I know I will fail, and I only set myself up for failure when it comes to certain things(like maybe you).I hate tattoos, they ruin my theory on regret, just like peircings, but latley i've been thinking of geting ur name on my skin perminatley, but im gonna ask u first. just to show how much I respect you.


kiss me,hold me, tighter, tighter, never let me go!
its dark, I don't feel you, where are you, you left?
what happened to "I love you and im always gonna be by ur side!"?
you aint here, im alone, like you said you wouldn't do, b/c you didnt like when it was done to you.
did u find a new heart to break? a new mind to mess? a new soul to scar? a new body to use?
no, you didnt.
whats off to the side? I feel warmth? what is this?
its you? you never left! I just moved in my sleep as did you.
you turn over and grasp me, I am wrapped in ur arms, I feel safe again.
why did I think u left? I will never think that again, b/c now I know u will never leave me.

it is easier to forget you when ur six feet under. though I would never wish that on u, and I know you (wont) wish that on me.

its 3:44 am, do u know where ur (insert what u consider our relation ship here) is?
^ my time
its 11:44pm do u know where ur (what u consider me) is?
^ ur time


she never fixes this but atleast she tries!

love you more. take my heart in hand and do wat u will, grab a dagger in the other or a lockett, I will respect either choice.


aint it funny how beautiful winter is, but you know we love our summers. maybe its b/c they go faster and maybe its b/c we make them. we procastinate and hate change, and we admitt it. I wish you were here so I could here you voice once more. love you kid, take care of your self, I have to leave this town early in the morning so I have to catch wats left of sleep, since I can finally sleep, well kinda.




Have some composure, where is you posture?!? your puling the triger all wrong!


to: my dearest boy
call this dearest girl, she needs wat you need. (no commitment nessesary, and no, that is not ment in a dirty way)
from: a sincere dearest girl