Mother nature? Why not father?

Because mother nature is a bitch, that's why. I have no problem admitting it. Women are bitches. I'm one. And some just fuck with peoples minds and hearts. But the thing is if you show here something she loves, then she will love it and not bitch at it or fuck w/ it. Or give her the person she loves then she will only show them love, and only bitch when it is for their own good. Well not all women, only the good ones. And only the good ones can admit it in a sincere way, not a fake way where they say it to trick you.


you cant miss what you never had, and you cant hate what you never loved? Who the fuck says that? You don't know what you got till its gone, that's true, but if you are waiting for something for so long, then you are able to know what you got before it is gone. If that made any sense.


I had a dream that I asked you a question that has been on my mind for sometime and it was like just a long discussion of things and just chilling, but then I had to get back on the plane so I could go to the party I had planed for months. Then all of a sudden it was 10 yrs later and I regretted leaving without seeing if wee could ever have that chat again. Don't you love regret?


in June I was on here till 4 am or 3 am and woke up every day at 6 am. I guess I've been resting lately as I wake up any where from 2 pm to 4:39 pm. But I still go out some what of a lot, I jam pack about every other week, but I still feel a little empty. It feels like summer wasn't here,but now it feels like it is leaving me and before I get to but summer clothes I will be buying fall clothing. That's why going out with the usual bang plus a new one is very important to me. The annual splish splash trip, plus some new ideas of dangerous things we could do (thx to the old famous rtb DVD.)



if I only knew someone as awesome you may be I would be able to........... Scratch that, it wouldn't work. Why? Ever the song deja vu?"Know that I can't get over you'Cause everything I see is you And I don't want no substitute Baby I swear it's Deja VuKnow that I can't get over you'Cause everything I see is youAnd I don't want no substitute Baby I swear it's...Deja...Vu" and the rest of the song says a lot too.

im going crazy in the Conner of my mind with the phrase the darkest cornners of hell are reserved for betrayers and mutiniers in the back of my head.

ily,aaf,tte,bffs, but only in my dreams

pocquieto bueno mucha consa (don't know if I spelled it write)
t means a little bits ok, but toomuch, now you're pushing it.

peace stars, b/c the brightest one represents you.