not 839, but 251........

when your gone, she looks for you
when you're hear, she doesnt want to be around you
when you talk to her she walks away
when we talk to you, she buts in
we only know off what she does, and not what you did
old news that was already said, but just a reminder sometimes
just to break you down, so you now how we feel when we wait, but nothing happens
^ randomness, just b/c i love everyone and hate you all.


They say love is blind, but they say justice is too, when we know that aint true. how come lately everytime i go to grab your hand im left grabbing air?i was there for you when you needed me most and you were ther for me when i needed you most and after every post. we'd slip in to bed, but not as you loud think. just two friends sleeping and nothing more. i know you and you know me. im siting wrapped in a blanket pretending its your arms. i hope one day i will be able to write a song for you, like you have for me. and that maybe one day i will be come an writter, but no as a job, we know i can do great illustrations and design close that would be in fashion, just b/c i have good taste. but who cares, but any way, in a few months i will be able to grab you hand again, b/c my bestfriends yet worst enemies will give you back to me.





i wish i could move this monitor to my bed, so i would never miss a step you take. or better yet move you to my bed, but that wouldnt be fair to them, or your soulmate who im telling you is out there, just open yur eyes and you will see her, or him, if you are making changes that i dont know about? "lol,jk!", "psyc!", feel better. you know as much as you wanna, u aint alone, as much as they aint your friends, you still have friends, as much as they lie to you, there are still honest people. dont base your acusations on a few million people, b/c for every million that make you loose faith, there are a billion more to make you regain it.


keep us guessing, yet we already know. try to loose us but we're hot on your trail. to bad you cant catch a break from this hot heavy light they all hold over you. lonley summer nights are best when the person you love is a million miles away, and your friends are two doors down. and the only person to calm you nerves, the person with the warmest touch, is passed out on the floor next to you, but you know she's not rly sleeping, but it helps when you think she is, b/c you love to watch her sleep.

not a real entry but w/e.


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