"life's like an hourglass glued to the table, No one can find the rewind button girl So just cradle your head in your hands."

"sing it if you understand "

i finally relized what it is that i think i really want. the reason why i go to sleep when the sun comes up and the reason i wake up at 7 am then go back to sleep and the reason i lie in bed till between 2 or 6 pm. Last night i had a dream that like ussuall, i cant control. i was going threw my phone book then it all whne blank, and all my numbers where delteted, even yours. then all of a sudden, like 500 names came up, "all famous" people, i was taken a way when i seen bob marleys number and thought of you, but i wondere how it was possible, then realized anything is possible, just not problible. right away i went to see if your number was still there. then i seen "a" name, listed "the" your home and mobile. i got a lil scered, b/c thats how i roll. i didnt want to call knowing what time it was, then i realized that there was four hours between us at that current moment. i couldnt stop myself, my fingure hit the green button (my favorite color). you answered, and i said, " uhm, hi dude, is like steph there?", and you said " nah man, i think you got the wrong number, but maybe you dont". and so the story goes on alil somthin like this:

me: what do you mean?

you: i think you wanted to callm me and by chance ended up dialing the wrong number and just kinda got a little lucky.

me: you voice does sound familliar, so maybe you are right, so then i guess, whats up? what are you doing right now?

you: sitting on the couch, bored out of my mind, shockingly, doubt you would expect to hear that

me: acttually, i had a feeling you were gonna say that. haha, so, up for a long convo till the sun finishes riseing?

you: haha, sure man.

and that went on for what felt like 3 hrs, till we ended up on a plane with snakes ( guess i rly want to see that movie pretty bad, you should go with me, lol, only no, you screaming constantly would piss me off, haha) we had to go under the floors, like aa secret little level, which was weird, but isnt it always? so any way, only me and you knew how to get out, so we got the closetbunch of people next to us and lid them out, except for a few who refused to go. then all the strangers turned in to my friends, but then quickly turned back. in the middle of those weird tunnels we we crawling threw, you turned and stood up to kiss me. the tunnels turned to a hallway, i was shocked and couldnt move, i felt like it was the whole last kiss before we die thing, our first and last kiss all i once, i thought i was gonna puke. then the halls turned back to tunnels and we were crawling again. i though, how did this happen, we were on the phone, then on a plane, now in tunnels, and somehow we were friends on the plane and in the tunnels you wished we were more, when you thought we were about to die. i was so confused but couldnt stop to think because i had to help lead the people out. then you turned to me with a look in your eyes, then before i could fu\igure the look out i woke up, it was 7:45 am, i hadnt been sleeping for to long. why are my dreams never normal? but then again, i aint the perfect example of normal, and either are you so dont even try to talk.

just had to say that, otherwise the dream would come back where it left off, and i nt want to know what the look ment.

alwaysandfovereillbebackingyouup