im falling down the bunny hole it seems like theres no end. this is a optical illusion my heart has on my head.

if i ever fell so hard in my life, like i plunged to the end of the earth, i'd want you to be the one to catch me.

i had this dream a couple nights ago. i was falling at an alarming pace, then i was finalely caught by two people. i didnt see their faces, but i noticed their shoes. the one person i knew would always catch me no matter what, and the person i only dreamed would. it felt unreal, but then again it was a dream. love me for me? never. i know what i need to do i know who i am. i know who i want to be. i know who i need to be. i know who im going to be. i know how im getting there. be a stepping stone? never. the only thing in life we are promissed is death, and thats what we work our way up to. we try to accomplish so much, so that we can die when were done. life is a race against time, to be the best person you can be. and try to never be forgotten. my dad told me he honks his horn at random times and screams at kids when he passes over a bridge. just sso they will say "hey, remeber that time the dude yelled something at us?", that way he will never be forgotten. i thought that was awesome, untill i realized, once they go, he will be. but i would never tell him that. no raining on parades, or killing peoples hopes. it takes a real person to be a pessimist and a smart person to be a optimist. but it takes a strong sincere person to be able to be both, and know when is the right time to be. not a cliche or a hypocrite, just strong and intelecual. new lease on life, hope the ofer dont expire.

kissmecauseyouknowithurts