wishes never seemed so cliche as when your holding your pillow tight under different night skies

the only person on want on the couch next to me it the boy that will never speak of my name. it is so hard to see others when i can only see you. everything surounding me remindes me of you. love? no she's just slipping into a comatoazed state. im physically echausted from not listening to the doctor. going from european time to east coast time so quickly never works. its been three weeks and im still not used to it. all i do, i do it for you. being nocturnal is the best thing a girl could hope for. to bad we have to have an agenda to get somewhere in life. if i bail out now will you promise to back me? this ship keeps sinking faster and faster, grab a bucket and start bailing.
you only kiss me because you lovee my chapstick. well here's your own, will you still stick around?

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