"I'll tell you what I want what I really really want."

Now, I just finally got out of that phase where I just wanna be with you all the time and not share you. Its not even like you are property, or like we even know each other, because you may not even be real. As much as it might kill me to say, you can be an act. I don't believe it, but I know it is a possibility. I just would love to get to know the person who I lay awake worrying have the night away about. Even though I know it is not my place to worry, but I don't worry about what half the others do. Mine is different but maybe the internet is not the best place to write it, because its not the best place to read it. Friends for life is what I would like to leave this with. Because that would be the greatest honor. Because through friends, you can show undying love and how much you truly care. Yeah, sometimes this lead people to want more, but when you want more in the first lace but settle for friends, every thing its cool, of so I hope. eventhough I want to hate you at times for some low dirtbaggy things you do, I know I can't. Because for some reason, when it comes to you I am able to over look the actions, and remember the person who did them. Because we all do things that are stupid, but if we didn't think they were, hat doesn't change it, but if people leave us for it or turn their backs and use it against us, then they weren't really friends, and weren't really here for us, the people who we truly are. I am not a sheep nor a parrot, and I will continue to back you even thou I might not believe in it all the times, because as long as I'm true to myself in doing so "its all good!".