you jump i jump

before i go to bed, one more thing troubles me, some one said somthing about despair. your are so right. but its better when you have the one person who loves and gets you right by yourside. it makes the sound less and brightness duller, there like your earmuffs and shades. it may not stop the despair, but it makes it a little easier to get through. it pisses me off how you dont understand how there really are people who care and you really are great. and how no matter how much you here it, it still doesnt phase you or make a difference. but im learning to live with it, but i still hope that someday the blinds in your room will be drawn and you will see the world and the real people outside, and not just what you think is out side. so im gonna tell you something flat out, i love this line and only use it when i love something a lot, so here it is, you jump, i jump! thats how it is gonna be! ..........k, that was the last venting article i will right, im done now.