we're just a jigsaw puzzle, i need you here

i hate the empty bed but its independence. the boy i want to fill it doesnt even know. he probably thinks i get loud and say stupid shit b/c im stupid, retarted, and a attention whore. but i just want him tolet me know he knows im here. the small talk and jokes and pet peaves dont cut it.

the storm remindes me of you
when i need to think of him
you will never fade
ur permenate, stain
he is temper,water color

just let him glaze over you for my sanity
night storm

kelis?rly?