another corpes to add to the pile

secrets dead, jokes gone. jars empty, lights no longer on. umbrellas lot, pots broken. trees not sat in doors not locked. songs forgoten, faces no longer loved. names turn to taboo, friends turn to dust. ur a new one to my pile for a good reason. im just in yours b/c time is up, like the rest of your friends. dive off the tower and theres no one left to catch you. go ahead, be nothing

the grudge 2 is so stupid!the best part was the cherry voldka!

there hugs can only try to replace yours. i only want him because your not here. if you ever come to this forsaken island, look me up, im fun to chill with. cherry voldka in pepsi taste good even though it makes my throat burn. if you hung out with me you would love me. with out saying anything about sincere, or love, you would fall harder than ever before.you have been here and seen it man times, but this time i will make it different and it will last forever. he just thinks i have ocd, but he dont know why, but i know you do.


holdmetighter

if i killed her would i get in trouble? im just trying to save the sanity of the human race!

see how she trys to put barriers between us, to bad it wont work. i was here longer and before it all, and i will always stay. she cant break me. no matter what she says to me or calls me. fuck her. hope you open your eyes and see this soon. dont keep "secrets" they destruy everyone in and surrounding them. i should know, you wont tell me but thats ok since i already know. night sweetie! die bitch!



pete(andmaybetony)cometosavemeplease

pshaw,...no...just no..,hell yea!,duude

cotton candy

pixi stix

bassist

eyes

warter parks

"what a fag"

green day

pete

vacine

circus peanuts

peanutbutter

plastic spoons

strawberry daquiris

the "bong"

being a ditz

hour long phone calls

staying up all night

prank calls

ellen

mike

barney

"the last peice of gum"

purple spotted...

papoo woo

rtb

roof jump

tennis balls

fireworks

mini bikes

jantzon

the scarf

ong

jermey

they belonged to us, we owned it

I cant believe how someone could change a person within weeks. my friend who i loved gone. when we are alone we can laugh and joke. when she comes around suddenly things are stupid and not funny, the same things that brought you joy and a smile to your face. you blow me off to rather be with her, and she enjoys it. she trys to act like a bitch to me but hide it aat the same time, like you love her more and im just a total ass who shouldnt even bother. well soon enough i wont. and yea, aparently you do love her more now. guess years mean nothing. keeping secrets from me, not telling me everything. i was once able to finish your sentences, and answer the questions peopl asked you before you got to say it. now i just sit back with a smile because i dont want to be a bitch like her and say shit to start shit. dont worry, its not to long before im out. "now i'll teach you a lesson for keeping secrets from me, take your taste back, peel back your skin, try to forget how it feels inside you should try saying no once in a while". my mouth is now filling with blood once again, but this time for you, once i open you better belive the red sea will flow out.

bye soon enough

imthrowingawayyournotes

we're just a jigsaw puzzle, i need you here

i hate the empty bed but its independence. the boy i want to fill it doesnt even know. he probably thinks i get loud and say stupid shit b/c im stupid, retarted, and a attention whore. but i just want him tolet me know he knows im here. the small talk and jokes and pet peaves dont cut it.

the storm remindes me of you
when i need to think of him
you will never fade
ur permenate, stain
he is temper,water color

just let him glaze over you for my sanity
night storm

kelis?rly?

when the well runs dry and your in the desert... who will know you're there?

bite down hard to keep it from coming out
my mouth is filling as it gets harder to breathe
i dont want to die choking on my own blood
i open my mouth and a river of violet red flows out
growing into a see but atleast i can now breathe
im letting it out
no more holding it in
i love you with all my heart
i always will

for ever and always

till death and after

my heart is yours

my soul is yours

my mind is yours

you will always be a part of me

worse then the tatoo i'd regret most

but i cant regret what i love

which is you and only you

for you i'll jump off the end of this plank and swim ashore

i will walk through the town and try not to scrutinize it all

but that sense of nostalgia will always stay

i will find a boy to show me aroud and keep me safe forever

i will love him to the fullest, as much as possible

but i will always wait for that ship to come a shore and take me back

leaveing him would never be as hard as leaving you

maybe i should stop looking out to sea

i doubt your coming back

even when we die

you will brush me off

and make me walk the plank

once more, again

dontdoitforme

when your down and out i'll be your crying shoulder

i knew they could do it. i forgot about you. and im still not good, but atleast im not addicted. as long as i can keep busy, i wont get addicted again. jst looking at his beautifaul eyes and listening to his words and laugh, it took my mind off yours. sorry babe, its just not your time, just turn out the door while you still have your dignity. im turning, but my dignity is already gone. kiss kiss, mwha mwha. fashonista on the rise jumping of the towers.



thecarnivalstolemysouldonttrytogetitback