this isfrom the girl who thinks you knew OF her back in the day

no clever lines no witty titles i just wanna scream your name louder then you can imagine.a sirens song could never be a clever as your words. 16 days till before my aniversery on this earth. 27 daysbefore i get to hear you speek . a crowded room means nothing to me. 27 days before i could only hope to stand before you. 27 days before what i know you will make into a judgement day. 27 days before i loose my mind. 27 days before i know if i should say "hey, it's angela" or "hey its sincereluv". 27 days before i know if you remeber the name, if you remeber the game, if you remeber our aim conversations. 27 days, till i know the truth. 27 days till we see if its a facuad or real. 27 days before we see if the shallowness is real. i might have to dive in, but if i break my neck, well then i wont have to deal. 27 days before i love you more, or stick to my job. 27 days before i die in your arms.i know im reaching for extrodinary, but if we never did, then we would all be friendless,loveless, and worthless. 2/3 aint so bad , is it? i wish i could ask you what you wanted me to say, talking with you before the face to face lips to ears day in 656 hours and 30 minutes. please god, i maynot always believe in you, but its hard to trust what you cant see, i know im pessimistic and skeptic, but its only human nature, as socrotes said, the un questioned or examened (one or the other) is unworth living.


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