And this is where the universal language comes in...

the one person you love is busy being enfatuated with some one who could never love them half as much as you. you take a break from them, maybe it will help. nope, not at all, because seeing that they cared for you and stil do in that same was justmakes everything a whole hell of a lot harder. then you think maybe you should move on... doesnt really work at all. but you know what, finding a "crush" like in elementary school doesnt work,u end up picking out every flaw they have, evenif they're the greatest person foyou, but not like it would matter anyway, because their in love with someone else too. you think with al the people you love not loving you that there would be someone who loves you like you love the others but youdont love them in that way, but its not like you dont know they're there, they just really arent there. the day it came back to gether i smiled at everything "the pittbull in the chiled bite incodent has been put to sleep." i love pittbulls, i was rooting for him to be saved some how, but i couldnt even frown at that. i cant spend one more day with you, i think im rubbed off on you because now you say all the things i used to say and now you use the same phrases multiple times. eachday itgets closer to how it use to be... but i cant... its like a day out of rehab and u get home and they have a party for you with the liquir flowing, u fight urself not to take any, but next week theres another, u have one sip, next week 2 sips, before you know ityou have alcohol poisoning and are back in rehab. im done, were not at the best friend stage yet, so its not to late to pull away. its like slamming the door behinde you and screaming after counting ur steps away, butnow im counting your steps toward me.........

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